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[Dec. 28th, 2009|01:33 am] |
I guess I've always known i had a family out there somewhere I guess I never knew they'd come find me, or rather, that they would want to.
I know I'm old enough, practically 21, but I'm not sure how I feel. There are way to many emotions going through my head.
so turns out i have a family after all, and they want to find me
if so, why did they give me up? Is it for their sake? Because they are dying??
I don't know. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|03:15 am] |
And he asked me, "Do you know how to make a difference in the world yet?"
"...yeah" I whispered.
"How?"
"I think it's moment by moment, one second at a time. A smile, a small gesture, a thank you. I think it's one person at a time. I think it's leaving every situation with honesty, purity, knowing in that instant you were selfless, kind, that you cared. I think it's being confident with who you are and who you would like to become, and taking it one step at a time, one person at a time, and that maybe one day you'll look back and realize that you are exactly what you were striving for."
After to much silence he held my head and said, "And if you like it or not, this may suck to hear....but you've been that person for me,and you embody all you've said there.. I'm not putting you on a pedestal, not at all but yer trying"
"I guess, I guess," I said looking away, "I just don't want anyone to see what I saw, go where I went, I want to save the world from what I couldn't be saved from." |
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